Summer Rain [Part 18]

And I wanna erase, but I can't stop seein' your face. And every girl I try to replace you with. Why can't I get over it? Simply cuz I can't...I can't stop missin you. (can't stop) Wish I was there with you. (with you) I can't stop missin you. No, no, no, no. I can't stop missin you. (can't stop) Wish I was there with you. (with you) I can't stop missin you. Trey Songz

As I answer the phone I ask what does Anthony want from me? He tells me that he misses me and that he has something he wants to give me even we dont ever talk again I roll my eyes and tell him I am having dinner with Princess and hang up. As we eat our banging meal we reminisced about this summer we laughed and laughed, as the night was coming to an end I began to cry I didnt want Princess to leave shit I need her but I have to be the friend I am and let her take care of herself I will always be now and forever her boo-boo.

As the weeks went on by the summer was rapidly coming to an end and everyday I speant it with Sharif I couldnt believe how good of a man he was it was almost to good to be true. The things he did for me made me feel worthy in so many ways, I couldnt imagine how I was going to gear up to leave him when I have to go back down to school. As we continued to spend time with him I often thought about Princess and how much I missed her she called me once a week to let me know she was ok and that Tyree is still looking for her he wants to harm her and that is in protective custody. I felt bad for Princess she was running and didnt even want to. I wanted her to be like Jenifer Lopez in "Enough" and kick that niggas azz but I know that was just a movie and in real life things can always be like that. Sharif was a very unique individual I grew to love everything about him from the way he dressed to the way he bite his nails, even the annoying things turned me on. He took care of me like a Prince from shopping trips to dinner and movies to just simply showing me the attention that I did deserve. Am I in love or is this man just the man of my dreams, whateva it is I like it and I dont want it to end. It dont matter I have that "Good-Good' and I know he will always be right BACK no matter what I always put it on him right.

"Baby you ready I am on my way" sharif says I was trying to get ready we was going to see Kanye West live at Madison Square Garden I was so excited I forgot almost how to get dressed. Anyone who knows me knows that I love Kanye West and often say he is my role model so the fact that my baby bought tickets and I was going was the greatest feeling in the world, As I put on my shoes my door bell rings I run down stairs to greet my boo like a puppy as I jump in his arms I give him a kiss and tell him I will be ready in 5 mins. No one was home and I wanted to cater to my baby but I knew we didnt have much time so fuck it I will do it in the car. As I spray D&G Light Blue on and grab my keys its Princess calling me as I answer the phone I am so excited to here from her, as she tells me where her new location is Sharif is speeding down the highway I tell him to slow down baby, as she tells me how much money she is making at this new job we get to the Garden I tell her that I will call her back as soon as the concert is over. Before we hang up she tells me that she is coming back to visit me I scream so loud Sharif almost crashed the car. He smiles and says thank god she is coming back. As we walk to the concert I felt on top of the world what more could a boy want I had my man and my bestfriend is coming back my health my family good friends I was more then blessed right?

As we stand in line for the concert I notice how everyone was dressed like a Kanye West look alike what a mess I shake my head in disbelief then someone taps me on the shoulder as I turn around I hear the person say surprize whats good. Its "Dee" wassup baby boy long time no see, Sharif clears his throat for me to introduce Dee to him, I was at a lost for words I havent seen Dee ever since Princess and I caught him trying to play and make me the sideline hoe. I finally talk and say Sharif this is my old friend Dee....Dee this is Sharif they shake hands and I look at Dee and cant belive how good he looked to me I always wanted him despite the fact he isnt what I needed or should have for that matter, as he walks away Sharif you can tell is mad by then it was time to go to our seats I try and ask him what is wrong? He tells me that he seen how I looked at that nigga and he seen how he looked at me its looks like yall were more then friends, I appologize to Sharif and tell him I am sorry I was just caught off guard and didnt expect to see him there. As we find our seats I begin to feel funny like Sharif isnt the one for me why am I feeling doubt I dont undertstand. My thoughts are interupted by Kanye's opening act Lupe...................................................

To Be Continued

Show Me Love As Always

signed

Collegeboi

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Kelz