How Can Loving You Be So Wrong? Part 15

Nicole

 

“Come on Trent you taking to damn long, I have to get to the hospital”. I placed the dj booth on auto pilot and asked Trent to take a ride with me it was an emergency but this fool was taking forever. I couldn’t believe it when Mrs. Jackson text me (or should I say texted all of Atlanta) that Craig had been shot and that Kara did it. I called Juan and he told me to ride over to Sinia Hospital and find out what happen.

 

As I pull up to the hospital Trent is trying to tell me something but I don’t hear a word. My mind is running a mile a minute, scratch that a mile a second and I just wonder had this had anything to do with what we did. Did Craig find out and try to hurt Kara? Did she think he was a burglar? Why? We walk into the hospital and I ask for the room and there are two police officers standing in front of the door who ask me my relationship with the victim. I lie and say its my sister and tell Trent to wait in the hall. As I poke my head around the door I call out her name and ask if she is okay. All I can hear is her crying uncontrollably, and as I pull the curtain back I am thrown back. Kara looked like she just seen a ghost.

 

Baby girl u look a hot mess, what the hell happen. Shocked I got a smile but then the water works started all over again.

-         He he he he….

-         What is it Kara calm down and talk slow

-         (sniffles) is he dead?

-         No baby Mrs Jackson says they said he was but it was some other guy who came in the same time

-         Oh no Nicole I killed a man, they gone put me in jail

-         Wait what, you shot Craig and that man

-         Yes

-         Wait why, was he trying to hurt him?

-         No….I I I I

 

And the water works started all over again. I climbed in the bed and hold Kara close to me. As I begin to rock her trying to calm her nerves she begins to tell me everything. From the day she meet Craig, to the proposal, unexpected pregnancy and miscarriage. Finding out that Craig was on the down low, catching him in the bed with another man, and shooting him and his friend / lover / boyfriend / hoe whatever you want to call him. My eyes begin to water up and I start to cry, not because she was in trouble but I was upset that she was in pain. I was mad at myself that I did not know any of this and even more mad at her for not telling me.

 

A doctor comes in and ask can he speak to Kara alone but when I try to move she wont let me go and ask me to stay. So the doctor says its fine. He begins to ask her what state of mind she was in, what triggered her to grab the gun, was she in fear of her life, did she know it was her husband coming thru the door. At that point I realized this was a shrink not a regular doctor. Kara answers as best she can but then starts to cry again and I ask the doctor can you give us a minute. When the door shuts I grab her and give her a kiss. At that moment I didn’t care who caught us or who knew I just wanted to make my friend feel safe. Even more passionate than before the kiss seemed to last forever. I could feel Kara’s heart beat slow down and her body loosen up. I slide down in the bed so that we are parallel to one another and just keep kissing. Her lips felt softer than ever and I lost myself in the moment.

 

Wow I had no clue you two my bad I’ll come back….

 

 

 

Juan

 

I’m sorry Jill come again, what has your brother said about me. She is pulled away from me by Mrs Jackson and I am shocked. What has he been saying about me to his sister. Had he blown up my spot, did she really know about us or was she fishing for answers. I wasn’t going to stand around and find out. I excused myself and told the nurse to contact me when there was any change in Craig’s condition. I texted Jill while in the car to let her know I would be back I had to go check on Kara. The response I got back I wont repeat but I knew it was just anger being expressed.

 

As I pull up I see Trent standing outside of the hospital he must have come with Nicole. I ask him what room are they in and he starts to ask me a million questions. I’m a little irritated and become real smug with my responses but I get the feeling he is trying to stall me for some reason. He ask me to sit down for a minute. As we sit I don’t know why but watching him talk and the movement of his lips made my dick hard. And he must have noticed, because his hand found its way right into my lap.

 

-         I’m glad my voice can wake you up in a good way

-         Man stop we are outside of the hospital someone can see us

-         Who cares man we should go back to your car for a minute

-         Are you serious, my best friends wife is in the hospital and you trying to suck my dick and fuck in my car

-         Oh don’t worry she is being taken care of as we speak

-         What does that mean fool

-         Lets just say Nicole is defiantly making sure she is relaxed

 

As I cock one eyebrow up and look at Trent I’m wondering what was this fool trying to say.

 

-         Well fool stop beating around the bush what you trying to say

-         I don’t want to bust my home girl out I’ll let you talk to her but lets just say you don’t have to feel bad about what we did or what we do from now on

-         Huh?

-         Come on lets go sit in your car and I’ll explain everything

 

I know it wasn’t what he really wanted to sit in the car for but I got up and headed back towards the car. Why you ask, I don’t know what made me go to the car either. But I wanted to know what the hell he was talking about and get to the bottom of his statements.

 

 

Nicole

 

Oh my God what have I done? I pull back from Kara who has a shocked look on her face. I know Trent is my boy but I also know he is very sloppy. And the way he looked at Juan the night they were at the radio station he might go tell him what he just saw. What was I going to do, how would I explain this to Juan. He already has a friend in the hospital and now he may find out that his girl likes to kiss girls. Wait he is a man, most of them love when women are bi, maybe this can work in my favor. What am I talking about he is going to flip.

 

-         Nicole stop pacing the room your giving me a headache

-         Girl I know Trent gone tell Juan what he just saw. I know he is

-         Aint that your boy he aint gone say anything. He might have a million questions for you but he wont say anything

-         No girl you didn’t see the way he looked at Juan at the radio station I think he secretly wants my man

-         Nicole remember, Juan is all man so you don’t have anything to worry about, he is one of the good ones who aint on the down low

-         You right he wont believe him, but damn girl we are in some mess

 

I call the front desk and tell the nurse to inform us when Juan came to the hospital looking for this room. She said she would which made me feel a lot better. I climbed back in the bed and started to spoon with Kara. It felt so good and her body heat made me fall into her scent which sent chills down my spine.

 

We laid there for what seemed forever. This felt right, and I couldn’t figure out why. I then wondered what was taking Juan so long to get here. I hope he didn’t get pulled over, since I already know he drive like a mad man. I start to laugh to myself remembering the first night we slept together and how he got a ticket at 3am trying to get to my house. He put it on me so good and didn’t even get mad about the ticket and ask me to help him pay it like most of these brotha’s do these days. Juan was my rock and I was finding myself float further and further away from shore in my lust for Kara. How could I do this to him I had to tell him everything and be honest.

 

As we lay there Kara starts to doze off and I never knew she talked in her sleep, but who wouldn’t after a night like she just had. As look out the window I can see the sun starting to rise. This was the second time I had woken up with Kara in my arms and the sun rising. I start to kiss the back of her neck and caress her stomach. Our bodies are so close I can feel every little movement she made and it felt nice.

Hmmm Hmmm… Is all I hear; as I look up to see who it is I tense up. How long have you been standing there I ask? They don’t answer so I start to climb out of bed. I can explain everything. I was just…

 

Shhhhhhh…………