while tete was going on and on i cleaned the the whole living room had 3 glasses of Barefoot and 5 cigarettes.. i always knew something was wrong with her. Terrell was tete's 1st love. after he left her she starting acting like it was her against the world. i guess when you don't have that motherly love u long for the next best thing. she fell in love way too soon anyway. i mean she was in love after the forehead kiss. we all know the forehead kiss is special but not when your man is coming from his ex wife house talking about he think he got the rest of his clothes.. sweating bullets breath smelling like Remy and asking you to pay his car note this month cause he got too many damm court fee's.when i came to her as the bestie that i am to put some sense into her head her response was ....he loves me he knows i love him and you know it took alot for him to ask me to pay that dam bill. i mean he really had to shoot his pride down put the ego to the side . so i cant and i ain't gonna let him down. money ain't a thing. we got it coming in left and right.

i knew she was far gone from that point. when you start to make excuses for a man. then on top of that make that excuse sound so good that you actually believe it and give yourself excuses to make your excuse sound better ....there is a problem. BUT who was i ..... a chick that never been in love. never let a man so much as stay in my bed long enough to hear the birds cherp and the sunlight peak. i don't need a man. i need men. the first man that i have will be my husband. my mother married my father at 30 had me at 32 I'm 24 and they still happily married.

tete what did i miss? why are you crying? i don't wanna hurt my moms Cee i swear i don't but in some weird kinda way i feel obligated to make her hurt. make her feel like she ain't shit to me. i got money i don't need hers. i keep having these dreams...in these dreams i see her dressed in all white telling me its ok baby its ok. i wake up right as i reach for her hand. i don't know what to think. if i kill her is she going to take me with her or is she telling me that she wants to die. can you make me another drink please henny straight kick the rocks.

as i walk to the bar i almost bust my ass cause i forgot i had on my slipper socks and i just waxed the dam floor. tete started cracking up ice flew everywhere. i think i hit my funny bone cause i started laughing too. bitch help me up... i was getting your ass a fucking drink. tete start laughing again cause she saw my empty cup in my hand clung to my chest. all i could do was say maybe i don't need another drink while i was pouring barefoot in one cup and henny in the other.i had a buzz for real. tete what the fuck did u tell ya mother? i need to know quick bitch don't act like you don't know it's Thursday and Julius ain't gonna be knocking on that door in about 30 minutes. you know I'm deaf to your voice when he hear. wait....before you tell me your plans i hope you don't think that your mother is going to play this game fair. she hungry and Dee greedy right now you in the middle of the jungle with king lion and his down ass bitch.... both vicious.. cant no demon take both of them down. i know you heard the saying "you can kill a lion with kindness" and ummm your not being so nice.

every last Sunday of the month we are to meet at Charminton's Grill. they have the best everything and its her favorite restaurant aren't i sweet i said as i faked a smile. i ain't stupid enough to go back over there cause if she ain't playing fair D got niggas on stand by or new bitches with new rules. since i went over there and pulled 12 g's which was a weeks worth of sucking and fucking. she should be passing me no less then 15 G'S every month. if she smart she will play my game my way. i ain't leaving her that dry ..i mean she will be able to pay Dee. the only reason I'm worried about him getting his is cause one false movement can knock mom dukes from the top all the way to cant use the bitch land. so.... if she wanna play her games her board bet not have no cheat sheets. i will tell Dee personally that she hitting the pipe again and her stories of truth will be a acid trip to him. i blew 3 o's then put my cigarette out. Cokah was refilling her glass and taking out her famous 3 cornrows that made her hair extra curly when she said ain't no way in hell ya moms is giving up that kinda bread. yes she is... she either keeps paying me or loose it all. its a loose loose situation for her. the devil is working overtime and I'm not the one to go against him. T i will talk to you later i gotta warm up before Ju get here you know he be having me in 5 way side ways positions. i had to laugh myself and as if on que the door bell rang. dammm this man is always on time. stall him T give me 10 min i said as i ran down my alburn hallway leading to my fit for a queen palace. i stretched out all body parts and cracked my back made a hot bubble bath that made my room smell like pure seduction. i sent a text to t ........send my lover boy.

to be continued.........please comment good or bad...practice makes perfect!

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Renee Bills ,

advice please......... i can do better with some pointers !!!Ms.Boo where are you???? !!!!

2009-04-15 08:48:00

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