My house,My love ,My life.

My House, My Love, My Life

By. Amber Heard

It all began when I was 12 years old it was a normal night in the kasely household my mother had gone to work at her bartending job and had left me and my older sister kadijah home alone as usual we had fell asleep on the couch while watching movies when she stumbled in with a man on her arm this was a routine for us our mother had become very loose morally and mentally, ever since my father had passed she became an alcoholic even got a job working at a bar were she frequently picked up strange men bought them home and fucked them as loud as possible our mother had become a sloppy and abusive whore and I can say that because I down right cant stand that hateful bitch who was almost as evil and as hateful as my father who was a desert storm veteran and often had blackouts and beat the dog shit out of us. You see his philosophy was if we could survive his beatings then we could survive the world when he finally died I can truly say no one shed a tear not even my mother because for years he had inflicted so much pain and anguish upon our family it felt more like a blessing from god my mother would say she felt like she had just got her freedom back and talked about how she would never let a man control her world again but that only lasted until she met Melvin this tall and muscular man she bought home one night and you could only Imagine how we felt when we realized that he hadn’t left before dawn like all the other strangers she bought back from the bar she worked at, the only way I could describe the feeling that I felt is the heaviness you get in your chess when someone hurts you so badly although I didn’t even know the intense pain he would cause me in the future . It began a month after my 14^th birthday my mom went to work and Kadijah had spent the night at a friends house so I was home alone I had stayed up late watching tv when Melvin came home , I was pissed because I hated being alone with him at anytime because of the feelings I get when being around him so I decided to go to bed. I had been sleep for about 2hours when I heard someone open the door I called out for my sister Kadijah but I got no response in return all the lights were off and all I could see was this tall black figure come towards me when it straddled me I knew it was him cause I could smell the sweat and alcohol on his breathe as he covered my mouth he then threatened me saying he would cut my fucking throat if I tried to scream. as he pulled my covers back the tears began to flood my eyes because I knew what was happening and I had no control over the situation he started to forcefully rip my underwear off and lay on top of me and then he penetrated my insides causing me to cry uncontrollably while I tried to grasp the situation and process the pain I was feeling he was taking deep long strokes almost like he was making love to me or something I couldn’t understand his actions he was kissing me and telling me he was in love with me he then licked the tears from my face and pulled out of me and I clenched my eyes shut and squeezed my legs together very tightly when I felt this warm liquid squirt all over my bare chess and face I was so discusted when I opened my eyes so I ran through the hallway and into the bathroom and turned on the hot shower and passed out at the sight of blood and pain.

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