Articles posted in August 2009

Robin had fallen down three steps before she flipped over the railing, which had caused her face to slam into the brick siding of the porch before she fell to the ground and bumped her head on a large stone on the ground.  She had spent the night in the hospital for observation and had been released the next day with a broken nose, a busted lip, chipped teeth and a miscarriage.  Monique had taken the children to stay with their grandmothers’ for the next few days and had taken some days off of work to care for Robin’s any and every need.  Monique had reprimanded Velle, for causing the accident, even though Robin had tried to no avail to prove that it wasn’t his fault.  

The accident also made everyone aware that she had been carrying Jay’s child and even though she hadn’t wanted the child, she found herself with a void due to the lost ...

There was nothing he could say to me.  There was nothing that would appease me.  There was no way to deny, nor deflect what I had just been witness too.  The cum from this “Dee” was running down my husbands face.  He tried to wipe it off quickly.  But that was the only movement he made.  This “Dee” looked over at me and shook his head, but not in a shameful way.  No!  It was more like he had anticipated that this would eventually happen. And now it had.  I was still sitting on the floor.  I wanted to run out, but my legs weren’t functioning.  I had heard about women in these situations.  Oprah had talked about it, Montell, and it was always on Jerry Springer.  I remember I use to sit there and say things like, “If that was me I would kill him, or I would whip his ...

I consider Janine one of my best friends and that is saying alot considering her a female. We talk about anything from life's many up's and downs to our many relationships that went wrong.
So when I asked her to come over so we could talk I didn't think it would end up the way it ended. She is my most trusted confidant outside of myself, she knows things that my own family doesn't know.
We would talk for hours on end about anything so I'm feeling kinda weird right now. I called Janine after I got of work b/c I needed to vent about something me and my family was going thru so we talked but I suggested it would be better if she came over to the crib and talk b/c I knew that we couldn't do this over the phone. 
"Aight P vent to me wzup?
"J, I'm about to lose my mind here. We talk about pretty much anything but this time I'm about to lose the last bit of sanity that ...

"Tony where are you?"
"Hold up Chanel, when did you become my mother?"
"I'm not your mother but I was your mami when you were screwing the hell out of me last night!"
 
"See you're becoming way too clingy for me. I told you to begin with what this was all about."
 
"I'm becoming too clingy? Tony you're the one that approach me not the other way around."
 
"You know what Chanel when you get that attitude of yours in check you know my number. Until then don't call me with this kid crap."
 
"You know what Tony fuck you!"
"Bye Chanel."
 
I don't know why I'm messing with someone half my age. I should've left well enough alone but noooo….I had to listen to the part that gets all men in trouble. I will have to admit though for Chanel to be 21 she didn't come off like ...

I didn’t want to be a homo.  I kept praying, “remove this demon from me.  Remove it God.”  I was on my knees for so long, they were hurting.  I was crying hysterically.  Please God remove this off of me.  Remove it!  I was in the house alone.  My wife and kids were gone.  And I didn’t think that they were coming back.  She had walked in on the most devastating, destructive sight she could have ever imagined. 
 
“How could I have been so sloppy with it?  What the fuck was I thinking? She caught me cheating.  God I wished it was that simple, but it got worst.  She caught me cheating with a man.  And as unbearable as that was, it got worst.  She caught me getting fucked in the ass.  Dammit!! I was sure I had at least an hour left”
 
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The middle of the night found Robin lying in bed completely awake and extremely in need of Ryan’s touch.  For now, her fingers would have to do.  She closed her eyes as she let her fingers do the walking to the special place between her legs.   She quickly found the same spot the Ryan had sensuously aroused with his tongue the night before.  She used her ring and index fingers to separate her vaginal lips and used her middle finger to massage her clit.  She used her other hand to squeeze and caress her bosom, as she tried to recreate the sensations that Ryan had stirred in her.  She moaned as her exercise brought her an intense bliss, but nothing close to what she had experienced with Ryan.  

She could feel herself getting closer to ecstasy when she heard Ryan’s voice say, “Do you want me to help you with that?”  ...

Ryan Carter was the right man at the wrong time, but for one night, Robin, was willing to push that to the side and let nature take it’s course.  Yes, she was eight weeks pregnant with her soon to be ex-husband’s child, but she needed the physical release that this man’s kiss promised.  She hadn’t had any kind of intimate contact with anyone since her afternoon of weakness with a man who was now living a new life with the woman who’d help break up their marriage.  She needed to feel the passion of a man who wanted no one other than her, even if it were only an illusion.  Robin wasn’t usually one for a one night stand, in fact this would be her first, but she couldn’t remember being so sexually attracted to a man that she hardly knew.

She moaned as Ryan tightened his embrace and she allowed herself to fall victim to his ...

SHOULD I CONTINUE WITH IT College days  BUT I HAD STARTED BACK GOING TO SCHOOL AND MY JOB THEN I GOT SICK BUT IM BACK NOW SO SHOULD I TELL WHAT YOU THINK

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It Is A Small World After All
 
I look over to the other side of the stage and motion to Tracy that I’m about to take a break.  I need to find out who this girl is and why she is crying.
“Ladies and gentleman before I go any further into this story I need a bathroom break.  I know some of y’all need to stretch your legs and use the bathroom also.  I will be back shortly.”
As I leave I try to keep tabs on the young lady that was sitting up front.   I’m leaving the auditorium and I’m approached by an older woman in her mid-forties.  She wants to stop and talk.  I politely let her know that I really have to use the bathroom and I will be able to talk to her later.  After I leave her, I see the young girl exiting the building and I catch up to her. ...

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The Burden
 
I grab my glass of water sitting on the table and take a sip, I knew this was going to be a trip reliving the most dreadful day of my life.   I can remember it like it was yesterday.  I went to the doctor for my regular check up.  I was going for the normal things but I also wanted him to check out the unusual spots that were showing up on my body.  At first I thought it was eczema because that is strong among people of color but I started to think it was more than that because they started to get red.  My doctor ran some preliminary tests because he thought it might be skin cancer.  He did some blood work and within a day or two I was right back in the doctor’s office.
“Janelle…please, have a seat.  I called you in because we have the results from your blood tests.” He said ...